I have a small struggle.
It's not so big.
It's sort of private.
And it's probably pretty petty.
I did my first gig with this theater company 8 years ago. I've stuck around and always been part of their hijinx, because I love what they do. They're my second favorite, after my actual theater company. They have kept me around, and had me do stuff, or not, or then, well, I don't know. We do gigs here in town, then in other places like California and Arizona and Michigan (and again, we're talking 8 years of working together) and I think they like me, but then, they went and got this gig:
and I am JEEAAALLOUS out the wazzoo.
Jealousy doesn't do you any good, okay?
I should just be happy for those who went.
I am 60% happy, 40% bitterly jealous.
I am struggling to change those percentiles. Like, to 98% happy for my
I am really struggling not to take it personally.
dammit, dammit, dammit, this fucking job, I'll tell you.