I can't even commit to posting this on facebook because part of me feels so humiliated and ashamed.
Right now this feels like accepting, and even embracing failure. Hell. Feels like freaking SEEKING IT OUT. What, I'm scared of being broke? So is everyone! No one is prepared for retirement! No one has enough savings!
I KNOW I'M BEING DRAMATIC.
.. . I knoooooooow. GAWD.
You could leave me a nice comment if you feel like it, and tell me you don't think I'm giving up on myself.
If you feel like it.
I'm not crying.